"I'm a nurse, you should have told me."

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RL-wise, I've been in a sort of weird, jittery mood ever since yesterday night, when I accidentally triggered myself for something I'd completely forgotten about. I'm... not really sure I want to talk about it? Nothing happened physically, but it's not a good memory for me. I'd like it to just go away again, please.

I'm also signed up for a Chinese course, and studying for the SAT, which I'm taking in a week. ACK. 

so, Doctor Who 5x09 Cold Blood reaction post.

I don't even know, guys. My head hurts from crying, and I just want Rory back, and god damn you, Moffat. I trusted you! Well, I still do, but in more of a "he'll do a great job but he'll tear my heart out along the way" fashion than before.

I threw a temper tantrum to my mom, to friends on Skype, I stormed at the skies, and the episode STILL DOESN'T END RIGHT.

SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER HIM.

GUYS.

GUYS.

I CANNOT DEAL.

I want to have high hopes for him returning in the finale and everything getting fixed, but. but. what if Arthur saying he was filming the finale was just a CRUEL, EVIL PLOY?

FAIRYTALES HAVE GODDAMN HAPPY ENDINGS, MOFF. KEEP THAT IN MIND.

the acting was fantastic, I have a few quibbles with gender-politics, and the only reason I'm able to summon even that much coherency about the episode is because I have been flailing about it for HOURS now.

SEND HELP. I CAN'T LOOK AT MY ICON LIST WITHOUT CRYING. MY AMY/RORY ONE HAS "DW: Amy/Rory: this is forever" as keywords. I CANNOT DEAL.

*deep breaths* I attempted to self-therapeutize myself through vidding. The result is a 1:22 Rory vid that did absolutely nothing to make me at peace with it. It'll probably be up soon - it's rough, but I didn't make it for perfection. I'm reserving my perfectionist tendences for the Susan Pevensie vid I have been patiently working on for days now. No, it's not done yet. Almost, but I've got to get one last bit adjusted.

I've been planning to do one drabble every day this summer - most of the time I'll probably do round-up posts once a week, but today I'm just going to put it in this post.

just a nurse
Doctor Who. Amy/Rory, 137 words.

He knows he doesn’t even begin to compete with the Doctor. For one, he’s a nurse. For two, his light’s not as big – or – no, he’s definitely not going there. But he’s spent years in love with Amy, and he thinks that’s more than the Doctor can say, and he’s not going to just give up without a fight. It’s just, he’s not very sure how to fight. He’s never been good at fighting, or leading, or keeping Amy safe. Well, the Doctor’s not very good at the last one, either. No one is, really.

It’s like a fairytale here, though, and Amy comes as close as she ever does to saying she loves him, and the Doctor claps, and then they step out on their next adventure, and Rory realizes that it’s quite fun, doing this. 

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