it is not so much that I miss you

[be_themoon]

+ I have my Remix assignment! I am quite pleased. We are matched on fandoms I am quite excited about writing in, wheee!

+ Last night I dreamed about my entire family being home, all together, doing crazy awesome things together, with a guest appearance by Mary, who had magically transported us all to New Zealand. Well, that didn't take much interpreting. *misses Mary*

+ Mary, you couldn't have warned me about 2x01? D: oh, CAMERON. John! PB&J KEEPS THE RESISTANCE OKAY. I finally get that icon of yours. :D

+ I have a very short poem tonight, and then tomorrow I get a Criminal Minds! which has so far been having favorable reactions in areas I trust, so YAY!

it is not so much that I miss you by Dorothea Grossman

It is not so much that I miss you
as the remembering
which I suppose is a form of missing
except more positive,
like the time of the blackout
when fear was my first response
followed by love of the dark.

Comments

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

So, when I was reading this entry, I was kind of like this:

I was there? But I don't live in New Zealand? OH! SHE MEANS SISTER MARY. Sister Mary should have warned her about 2x01? Sister Mary watches T:SCC? OH! SHE MEANS ME.

In any case, IT'S BETTER IF YOU'RE NOT WARNED. That episode floored me.

I LOVE YOU JOHN AND YOU LOVE ME. ASKDFNASDFASDFLJWE. YOU CAN'T STOP THE LOVE, SARAH. YOU CAN'T STOP THE EPIC ROBOLOVE OF MUTUALLY ASSURED SWAN LAKE DESTRUCTION.

In any case, we all breathed a sigh of relief when John did away with the Emo hair, eh? It's actually because he did this during the break.

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

lol! I am sometimes very bad at clarifying who I mean. :P sorryy!

I knew in advance that Cameron went temporarily bad, but watching her just chase them. ack! and her "I'm better now, John. I ran a test, everything's fine! I don't want to go, please." GAH. killlled me. and... I don't think I'm reading too much into it - did Sarah get raped? that scene and all the others following reallly worried me. D:

heee! the bangs of emo-ness being gone is pretty nice. :P

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

No, no. Not raped, just attacked. But you're right in thinking something really traumatic happened that they didn't show you... you'll find out about it in "The Tower is Tall, But the Fall is Short." Or whatever that episode was called.

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

oooooh! hmm. I am only one episode away, but I only have time to finish this episode before I have to go to CLASS. aaaagh!

even Derek is growing on me! "Yeah, I have a plan. It involves guns." and Cameron! OMG SHE IS ADORABLE. That "Would you like a bedtime story?" also, I just realized Derek reminds me a great deal of Karl Urban! hee. I love these people, even when John is being an angsty little teen. alsoooo! I'm on Goodbye To All That, and lol at John being like "There are three exits within 20 meters. Two lead to a parking lot." and just rattling off his escape plans! <333

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN DEREK IS GROWING ON YOU? HOW COULD YOU NOT LOVE HIM FROM THE BEGINNING?

"I HAVE A PLAN. IT INVOLVES GUNS." <3 <3 <3 BEST LINE EVERRR.

Honestly, though, I think I really started to adore him in the first season finale, when he takes John to the park and tells him he knows he's Kyle's son.

John continues to be an angsty teen for a little while, but in the last six or so episodes he sort of... Becomes John Connor. It is very cool.

AND THEN THEY CANCELED THE SHOW. ::RAGES::

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

His first few episodes I didn't dislike him, but I disapproved of his attitude, even though I knew it was completely reasonable, poor guy. *pats* and then, like you, he took John to see his dad for his birthday (OMG DEREK <333) and then he covered that little girl's eyes while he shot the guy and he has only been getting awesomer EVER SINCE.

I am not very happy about this cancelling myself! I want to be able to look forward to more seasons, not wonder if I should start, like, RATIONING episodes. D: