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Jul. 31st, 2009 09:57 pmuh....
general reaction to day: so sick of ennui! SO SICK OF IT. I don't want to do my school, I waste all my time, and I'm angry at my sister. angry enough to statistically prove that the time she's spending with us (IF she spends all day tomorrow and Sat. with us, which, uh, not happening because my sister is a lovesick teen) is 1/16 of the time she's spending, not with her boyfriend, with her boyfriend's family. it was all mathematically done! I was generous to her time-wise. I heard from her once today, when she called to ask me to look up the times at a mall. That's right! After Wet 'n Wild, she went to Ikea and the mall rather than come home so I could talk to her for even one hour.
Hi, I'm Betsy and I do math when I'm angry.
and now I won't be able to sleep (couldn't last night either. this is why a Susan fic got started. it... shows promise! *headdesk*)
eh. feel free to ignore me. I'm having an episode again. maybe I should take that krill oil more consistently. blergh.
also, I read through my f-list but didn't leave many comments. sorry! I've just been slacking on everything, really.
general reaction to day: so sick of ennui! SO SICK OF IT. I don't want to do my school, I waste all my time, and I'm angry at my sister. angry enough to statistically prove that the time she's spending with us (IF she spends all day tomorrow and Sat. with us, which, uh, not happening because my sister is a lovesick teen) is 1/16 of the time she's spending, not with her boyfriend, with her boyfriend's family. it was all mathematically done! I was generous to her time-wise. I heard from her once today, when she called to ask me to look up the times at a mall. That's right! After Wet 'n Wild, she went to Ikea and the mall rather than come home so I could talk to her for even one hour.
Hi, I'm Betsy and I do math when I'm angry.
and now I won't be able to sleep (couldn't last night either. this is why a Susan fic got started. it... shows promise! *headdesk*)
eh. feel free to ignore me. I'm having an episode again. maybe I should take that krill oil more consistently. blergh.
also, I read through my f-list but didn't leave many comments. sorry! I've just been slacking on everything, really.
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Date: 2009-08-01 02:08 am (UTC)I do math when i'm angry too! mostly stuff with fractals and exponents...
Does krill oil have anything to do with strange bat-like creatures from Doctor Who, by any chance? *is curious*
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Date: 2009-08-01 08:15 am (UTC)*hugs* I hope you can sleep tonight. and that your sister spends time with you. <333
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Date: 2009-08-02 03:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-02 04:38 pm (UTC)Krill oil is from, well, krill, who live in the ocean. My mom's a nutrition teacher, so she thinks of supplements before medication, which makes me so happy. Anyways, krill oil/fish oil is supposed to be really helpful for correcting chemical problems in your brain that contribute to depression.
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Date: 2009-08-02 04:58 pm (UTC)But yeah. Thank you! *hugs back*
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Date: 2009-08-02 05:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-02 05:45 pm (UTC)no subject
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