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[be_themoon]

Stuff I did yesterday
-went 'back-to-school' shopping, or our equivalent of it. my mom hates shopping generally, so we only go on big shopping trips two or three times a year. I got cute shorts and a t-shirt that has peace's definition on it and a skirt that is legitimately adorable with really big pockets (do you know how long I have wanted a skirt that has pockets and is still cute?) and two white church shirts and new white good shoes (they are so cute!) and also slips and a tank top etc. SO YAY!
-went through my two drawers and rearranged everything
-brought in two loads of laundry
-got half an assignment for government done
-posted part 2 of the Mary 'verse, which needs a 'verse name

Things I have done today
-wrote parts of Cedric and Holland in New Orleans with the mafia (oh god help *whimpers*)
-responded to comments on LJ
-determined that 'Don't Stop Believin'' is Renesmee/Mary's theme song, most definitely
-wrote bits of part 3 of the Mary 'verse (some in comments, mostly in my head - it's set in Harvard) and extraneous bits

Things I still need to do today
-make brownies for when Papa and Sam get back from baseball
-do the dishes
-get at least one assignment, preferably two, turned in for government
-work on Latin
-finish eating dinner
-get some typing up done, of any of the stuff I've got floating in my head/on paper (this includes Mary 'verse, Happenstance Harbor 'verse, my random nostalgia writing
added
-make graphic for and pimp erasureathon 

So much! I'm going to turn the music up loud and dance while I do the dishes.

(other stuff in my head - it's weird, but generally the only time I actually talk about my depression is in when I'm in one of my down moods, and once I'm feeling better it's instinct to just white wash it and say everything's fine and smile a lot. I'm not exactly sure what this says about me. I do know that I'm kind of tired of feeling ashamed of something I'm doing my damn best to control, especially since it's not anyone else making me feel ashamed of it now that I don't talk about it to my sister, just me. it's stupid and frustrating and I keep doing it anyways.)

*turns on the music*

ETA: You know what? It has been one of those days (weeks, really) again. I'm getting tired of them.

Comments

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

My friends and I have decided that when we graduate from college and don't have jobs with our French/Geography/Poli Sci/Latin America degrees, we are going to open up a company that sells skirts with pockets. Because skirts seriously seriously need pockets! I hate girl fashion so much of the time just because it is thoughtlessly impractical. Also we are going to sell crepes at this business, too; everyone will love us. This is all to say I am jealous that you bought a skirt with pockets and I want one too :D

That XKCD comic is... yeah. <3 sometimes it gets better but I don't think it ever completely goes away. ennui sucks way too much.

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

I for sure will love you! And omg yes, why are we not allowed to have pockets? Men can have pockets on ANYTHING and not look stupid, but skirts cannot have pockets and women's shirts almost never have pockets and girl jeans often have pockets that just FAIL. IT MUST BE A CONSPIRACY. D: (I got it at Target, it's a mossimo skirt, if you want to try to find one for yourself. it... could be difficult. I don't know how much it was.)

ennui is annoying. I just have to keep busy though, which I have enough stuff to do that I can. It'll feel better soon, probably. thank you for being around. <3333

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

Ooh! I think I will go look for it! I love shopping at Target, at least on occasion when they have stuff that fits my shape. But skirts are usually an easy enough fit. Yay! thank you!

Yeah, girl jean pockets can't hold a damn thing except a pad of sticky notes or a key. but never a wallet, god forbid anyone have a wallet bulging out making their butt/hip look big.

busy is so good! it's tiring but ultimately it's preferable; I hate resting from busy because I can only take it for like a day and then I'm sucked under into inactivity. I hope your busy is good busy :) we will both be accomplishers, yes? <333 it is good to feel not alone.

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

Target is such a fun place to shop. XD I have to carry a bag around with me all the time. D: And that's just for a notebook (okay, so I'm always carrying around lots of notebooks *shifty*) but yeah. even if I just want a wallet. grrr.

It is good! I felt so accomplished yesterday once I'd gone through my drawers and arranged my clothes and tossed out a lot, and I've been ticking stuff off pretty steadily today, which is nice. Dishes are done, brownies are made, eaten dinner, done a Government quiz - I think I'm going to work on writing now. XD ACCOMPLISHERS TOGETHER, YAY! It is nice to feel not alone. <333