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[be_themoon]

Well, shit.

Yay for my dad adding yet another level of difficulty to this already crazy fall.

... this sucks. I need Oreos, or chocolate of some shape and form, or just cheering up, or something. I don't even know, you guys. I kind of just want to curl up in a ball of misery right now with my insecurities and all my other problems that my dad resurrects whenever he's a jerk, but I have two things for English and somewhere around sixty math problems to do before I leave at five.

I'm very tired of having to be the mature one.

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[sgrio.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

thank you. *hugs back*

[snacky]

Hang in there, hon. *hugs*

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

thank you! I'm doing my best. *hugs back*

[marycontraire.livejournal.com]

Aww, sweetie. ::huggles:: What did he do now?

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

Basically, he was telling me I wasn't doing something. Only I was, and I'd done more of it than my siblings. He just had his sights set on me. It wasn't much on itself, but it was the straw that broke the camel's back, because he keeps doing this and I am very sick of it. Then he almost convinced Mom that I was the one who was lying, which. Ugh.

It just sucked. *is huggled* thank you. <333

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

I'm very tired of having to be the mature one.

aw man, I remember high school. your dad is childish too? :( *hugs* it is hard, honey, and I don't know if anything makes it easier. you shouldn't have to be the mature one but parents don't always live up to their job description, and it sucks. *more hugs*

and you just sound so busy! you'll get into a rhythm, it'll be less hectic in a bit, but wow you've got a lot of work. I'm definitely impressed.

um, have a cute picture:



and the cutest video ever omg, Christian the lion reunites with his old owners in the wild:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvCjyWp3rEk

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

<3333 you always manage to cheer me up! thank you! are those seal puppies? they are adorable and so fat! hee. *hugs*

the problem isn't so much that he's childish as that - well, he's the one I inherited my history of depression and near-bipolar moodiness from, and it's really hard to deal with him for me because we both have these issues and I feel like I'm the only one of us who's making an effort to control my problems, which is really frustrating.

it is a lot of work! eek. I should be fine if I just buckle down and do it, but that's the problem right there.

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

*hugs* <3333 I think they are baby otters. otters were my favorite animal as a kid.

That does sound really frustrating. Unfortunately everyone deals with problems differently, and sometimes it can't be helped. I get mad at myself when I'm depressed but sometimes I can't do anything about it, sometimes the cure is the symptom you know? but it sucks when it causes conflict and family discord :(

you can do it! I belieeeeve in you <333 Or alternately you will figure out where you can let things slide when you need to. that's what college did to me.

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Oh, bb. *hugs tightly*

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

*hugs* thank you! it really helps just knowing you guys care.

[rodwen-fefalas.livejournal.com]

I know exactly how you feel!
*hugs*

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

*hugs* thank you!

[animus-wyrmis.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: I'm sorry, hon. It's hard when you have to be the grown-up.

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

*hugs* thank you! you guys always make me feel fuzzy and warm.