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[be_themoon]

Well, shit.

Yay for my dad adding yet another level of difficulty to this already crazy fall.

... this sucks. I need Oreos, or chocolate of some shape and form, or just cheering up, or something. I don't even know, you guys. I kind of just want to curl up in a ball of misery right now with my insecurities and all my other problems that my dad resurrects whenever he's a jerk, but I have two things for English and somewhere around sixty math problems to do before I leave at five.

I'm very tired of having to be the mature one.

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[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

I'm very tired of having to be the mature one.

aw man, I remember high school. your dad is childish too? :( *hugs* it is hard, honey, and I don't know if anything makes it easier. you shouldn't have to be the mature one but parents don't always live up to their job description, and it sucks. *more hugs*

and you just sound so busy! you'll get into a rhythm, it'll be less hectic in a bit, but wow you've got a lot of work. I'm definitely impressed.

um, have a cute picture:



and the cutest video ever omg, Christian the lion reunites with his old owners in the wild:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvCjyWp3rEk

[be-themoon.livejournal.com]

<3333 you always manage to cheer me up! thank you! are those seal puppies? they are adorable and so fat! hee. *hugs*

the problem isn't so much that he's childish as that - well, he's the one I inherited my history of depression and near-bipolar moodiness from, and it's really hard to deal with him for me because we both have these issues and I feel like I'm the only one of us who's making an effort to control my problems, which is really frustrating.

it is a lot of work! eek. I should be fine if I just buckle down and do it, but that's the problem right there.

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

*hugs* <3333 I think they are baby otters. otters were my favorite animal as a kid.

That does sound really frustrating. Unfortunately everyone deals with problems differently, and sometimes it can't be helped. I get mad at myself when I'm depressed but sometimes I can't do anything about it, sometimes the cure is the symptom you know? but it sucks when it causes conflict and family discord :(

you can do it! I belieeeeve in you <333 Or alternately you will figure out where you can let things slide when you need to. that's what college did to me.