some people see the revolution

Something's... off. I'm having trouble just doing basic things I should like, and I'm procrastinating worse than ever (argh!) and I feel like I'm being stupid and can't stop myself. But I'm not feeling horribly sad or anything, and I'm not having a depression episode - I had a fine time most of today, and I had a fabulous time yesterday with Esther. It's like there's just something niggling at the back of my brain and I can't figure out what it is. Half of me just wants to read poetry all day. The other half of me just wants to eat sugar.

This does not bode well for my immediate mental health. arggggh.

Sorry guys. I've been neglecting posting and commenting on y'all and then I drop this. >.<